it is hard to believe that one year ago today, during a crazy snowstorm, with seconds to spare, you entered the world. i remember this day vividly, and while i thought i was prepared, i certainly was not prepared for your grand entrance! you came so quickly i don't even remember the last kick i felt, which is so bittersweet because it meant that i now had to share you with the rest of the world...
admittedly, i had no idea just how much things would change. it took a while to adjust, the first few months were a daze, but what was the most unexpected was the unfaltering love from your siblings. i knew they were excited to meet you, i just never expected them to put your needs in front of their own so graciously. i joked, but now realize just how amazing it was that they love you to death!
you entered the world in a mere ten minutes, and you haven't stopped growing and changing since. maybe it is the two older ones that you're constantly trying to keep up with or maybe you're just determined to stake your claim, and be heard-a hard thing to do when you're the smallest of the smalls. either way, you've reminded me to embrace and savor every little moment, whether it be fleeting or mainstay, because of you i have learned to live a little bit more in the moment. sure there are many more days where a shower doesn't happen until the end of the day, breakfast happens when it should be lunch, and toys are strewn throughout the room, but we have all survived.
we are so lucky you are in our lives. despite some bumps (read: an er visit at 6 weeks, multiple ear infections, an introduction to the nebulizer), you are the happiest, most easy going, loving boy. you love to snuggle, give hugs and kisses to everything and everyone(psst...we'll talk about being more selective later;) and can hold your own with your crazy older brother and sister. i have cherished this first year and cannot wait for this next one, and all the years to come...
i love you with all of my heart, to the moon and back...
love,
mama
ps-i know you'll sleep through the night some day, right?!
hard to believe he was once this little...